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waste my holidays have been totally wasted. and why does every chapter i study for take soo long for me to cover?? well, despite studying with those two monsters:sam & yuling, on monday i barely covered any math. had to return to school for some chemistry tutorial on tues. well at least i managed to complete studying for Alkenes whilst spending my time at the foodcourt at harbourfront. honestly speaking, i quite like studying there, even with all the noise. it feels some what comforting when studying, we all know how i hate those examination hall silences. well, after getting back home, i had to shower, and mustered enough courage to finally go for my hair cut. when i finally arrived at the usual hairdresser. it read,'closed on tuesdays'. GAH. but i felt that after mustering so much courage, i just HAD to have it done by that day. so i went to some other one just around the corner. darn it, bad decision. The lady was on a thinning frenzy. I bet that she was deriving SO MUCH pleasure from thinning my thick mane. The almost the entire hair cut was done using that thinning comb/scissors (i couldn't quite see what it was). And i wanted so badly so ask her to stop with the crazy thinning techniques. but i was afraid of saying the wrong thing in chinese, to her and causing things to go from bad to worse. Then i came up with a semi-brilliant idea, to cringe whenever she tried to detach all strands of hair from my head, so she'd get the hint that it really really hurt. but..nope, we don't take hints. oh well, on a brighter note, i met up with the softballers for dinner at simpang, and ice cream from eastwood. got home after that, and i actually bothered to study for my test the following day. i really hope i pass that test. wednesday was once again wasted. Yes yuling i am a sloth. ok i'm really gonna have to end very abruptly here, i can't keep my eyes open, not now.
last week of school. other than the fact that this week's the last week of school, there've been so many other reasons to name it my favourite week of the term. let me take you through the events this week.. Monday, 29aug Tuesday, 30aug Wednesday, 31aug Thursday, 1sept Friday, 2sept Saturday, 3sept Sunday, 4sept I really ought to start to get down to studying. my lazy habit has become waay too uncontrollable, thursday being a perfect example. Oh, and i need to save, or else, i'll be forced to go on a natural diet. More like famine if i may put it. Ok this has been a loong entry and i'm still smelly. i shall go shower soon!
willy wonka. had to get up early for training today, and the smart me, got up at 2+am to set my alarm by simply flicking the switch. then at 5+am, i set the time to wake up, and i accidentally flicked the swith a second time, which meant that my alarm was no longer on. gah! i had a shock when i woke up, realising that i was going to be late for touch. thankfully, it no longer is softball training, because if it were, i wouldn't be here right now. well although we did PT for training today, it was fun. because there wa lotsa ball work invovled. boo, i didn't do all that well though. anyway, after training, i nibbled on one of the subway cookies i was given(ooooh!). then rushed down(as fast as i could, nope it wasn't all that fast either) to centerpoint to meet the painter and help him in some math chapter which i just read up on in the train from harbourfront to somerset, not bad aye?haha. went to meet jon & sam not too long after. ohoh! when we went to BK for lunch, i ordered a mushroom swiss whopper meal, and conversation went something like this.. hey i finished the BIG burger PLUS the onion rings all by myself! what's wrong with a girl with a big appetite??haha. so we went to play pool after lunch, oh i was so happy cuz i think i'm getting better at it! :)haha. after that we went to catch charlie and the chocolate factory, it's such a feel good movie. not much of a guys show i guess. hey but it did make you feel all happy and stuff. alright i'm really tired and sticky. here i come warm shower...!
three cheers to softball. anyway i've already set my goals for the promos, but at the rate i'm going i really doubt that i'm going to make it. gah, everytime i look at my notes, i just get soo..soo..sleeeeepy. national day celebrations in school were, mm alright(they weren't all that bad,y'know). i totally missed the carnival because of pillar painting, BUT i've found someone whom i can hire if i ever do need someone to paint my room. honestly, pillar painting's quite fun, now i just wanna paint every pillar in the school. however, it did rain whilst we were painting our pillar, and miraculously our paint didn't run at all, neither did the playhouse disney one next to us. sad to say, the other pillars were not spared. thankfully it ruined that chinese flag pillar though. a red back drop, yellow stars, and a white moon outlined in black, hmm. anyway, hopefully the teachers won't bother to take a close look at our pillar, otherwise we're screwed. some really smart guys in my class decided to tear out some picture of a black guy from the papers, and stick his face on the guy who is perched on the top of our HDB, so much for racial harmony. so here comes the highlight of the day, i finally met up with the softballers!! well, not all of them, just poot meilin yan queen and nat, but that was enough to make me so happy :) oh i how i miss those days of walking about the heeren with them, talking, laughing hysterically. we went to sakae to have lunch, and we forgot that the lunch buffet had allocated hours, so we left so walk about the heeren for about 1.5++hr or so, but not before making a reservation. (thankgoodness we did). gah i was starving by then, i felt so weeeeak. well, anyway i managed to come across afunky soong! haha alright so the title of the song just caught my eye, 'the seductress of bums'. HAHAHAHAHA. they had a list of some really hilarious titles, but that one had to be he funniest. so when 3oclock fianlly came, we were so happy that we made a reservation earlier, because there was this long line waiting outside sakae. seriously, if we hadn't had a reservation, i wouldn't just fainted outside sakae smelling all the burger and fries from bily bombers. ok so yan poot and i made our way to the expo for the book fair, gah it's so messy, other than being separated into 'fiction' and 'non-fiction' books, there was NO ORDER. it made me ditzy. finally came home to burgers, onion rings, fries and coleslaw. well i'll soon be off to to do mass signing at marina south, gah YOU PEOPLE BETTER COME. hahaha. if you say 'apple' really really slowly, it sounds like gullible. updates i was sick on friday so i didn't go to school. boy did it feel good sleeping in. gaah i'm such a bumm. anyway, i pulled out of the ocip. no, it isn't the best decision i've made in my life but i do suppose it's for the better. saturday was taken up by the ndp mass signing thing @ marina. all you out there actually bothering to read this, please make your way down to marina south(the field opposite superbowl) on 9thAug!. the whole waiting with nothing to do was so boring. thankfully there was ms soh to talk to. she's the greatest teacher EVER. haha. and she's just as clumsy as me! so it's great to meet someone just like me. haha. after the whole thing, i scared someone in city hall. came home with a huge blue and green pillow, thank you sam!!! woooo, another pillow for me to sleep on. ooooooo. alright and well today was just a day for eating. someone said that my mom gave birth to a monster eating machine. gah. haha well you can't blame me with all the good food in the house today (:
rapture so let's talk about yesterday. Rapture was fantastic, everything else pretty much deserves a BOOO. oh, the subway meal is another exception. OHOH, there was this old man (well maybe he's closing in on the 50s) on the train whilst we were on our way to kallang mrt station. apparently, he's an ex-saint. anyway, when sinwen samuel and i got on the train, he just started saying some stuff about being a saint, and after a min or so, we finally got his point that he was from SAJC formerly. well he kept talking and talking and talking and talking to us about being saints, and even the sang the college song & hymn really loudly on the train...?? haha it was quite funny cuz i couldn't hear him clearly because of the train, so i just kept nodding and smiling at him and sinwen. haha. then he gave us this photocopied article of him being featured in the papers as a cabby who does mini puppet showa for his customers (btw, he gave a a preview of that too), and insisted that we keep it cuz he signed it for us. oh gosh, it felt so odd. janice is cool. that girl turned up for the rapture concert in one of those tang-dynasty-chinese robes thing which kungfu masters wear! people kept giving her weird stares but she was so cool with it. proud of it actually. she even caused ms lye to walk right into a wall. we played nyp in a friendly match today. and we played like crap. i felt so irritated with myself after the game because i felt as though i couldn't get anything right. gaaaaah. ok it's now 17:16, nah not too late for a nap.
HIGH and low. anyway, first period was math tutorial. oh man the sub is a real odd ball. first he'd give you the transparency to write your ans on, then when you're writing, he'd come to you and go,'ahh okok, you don't do it anymore..' then grabs the transparency from you and shakes his head...? i would've laughed more if i had been more awake. from math tutorial, we had to attend the chem lecture. gaaah. the subject with the worst teachers has got to be chemistry. msV made us stand for 20min, and just continued with her lecture forcing us to find some way or another to take down all the notes. had it been any other day, i'd prob just be irritated, but i was really really ticked off today. it definitely was the wrong day, man. boooo. anyway, pe was great though. we (finally) took our NAPFA test, 5-items today. and i broke a personal record. alright i know that it probably isn't something i should be boasting about, but i did 12 inclined pull-ups. fine so girls in my class were doing 20+, and one even di about 40 i think. but this is coming from someone who used to only be able to do 3 before she collapsed on the ground defeatedly. my class is a whole lot more fun than i thought,i wouldn't have done it without them, seriously. gack, i sound so gay. LC was good today, because i got to take a 15-20min nap with classical music playing in the background. After that, i thought that we could leave and well, sleep before trng, but then we were told that we had some cross talk to attend..in chinese! oh well it was quite funny actually. well the first part was quite funny anyway. but keeping up with the stuff coming outta their mouths soon became too much for my rather dead brain to handle, so ijust stoned, or should i say BOULDERed. we looked like chocolate today. alright my high feeling's kinda worn off now. just some pretty hilarious things, people want to act mysterious. kelly's random. no, i am not random. what do you like to wear? are you going to buy me a skirt?. yes everything doesn't seem to have much of a flow, but it's only because there isn't much of one in my mind now. i should go shower.
left with nothing better to do. (3) Reach your hand out to the right. What do you (4) What time did you sleep last night? (5) What's the wallpaper on your computer? (6) What are you going to do 5 hours later? (7) Is there anyone you're thinking of now? (8) What was the last thing you touched before the (9) When was the last time you browsed through (10) What can you hear besides the computer? (11) Why did you answer this? (12) Name 5 people you saw yesterday besides (13) Do you agree to the saying "Forgive is to (14) When was the last time tears started (15) What makes you happy? (16) What makes you sad? (17) What are your favorite books? (18) What would you like to have right at this very (19) Who will you turn to if you have a huge (20) What's your favorite song at the moment? (21) What was the last song that kept ringing on (22) What was the best event that happened last (23) why did you did this? gaaaah i'm bored and hungry. right i've thought of something to do. fill out my form for the overseas sip program. but i'm having my doubts about going now, not because i don't think i can take it there and all. but what if sinwen,mab,bella and yuling don't get it(and i talk as though i'm already bound to get in the team). boo. oh well i shall give it a shot. 'hi kunming, i'm shanghai..and i'm beijing'
it was saved. alright i'm only feeling ever-so-slightly better than yesterday. thankfully, the touch league's been postponed to next sat. for those of you who don't understand the implications of having the league postponed, it means that i can take my afternoon nap. woooo. newsflash! time: 11.36 AM. SAM's awake. (you may now start gasping) AM! (i'd like to highlight that) haha. anyway i gotta go shower and get ready to go visit my grandmother,i hope everything went well.
mindhunters. oh yes my class would like to thank the ava crew. (i still think that someone from our class tipped them off). as someone was talking today, all of a sudden, the ava started testing out some music, so someone raised her voice, in an attempt to drown the music, then the ava would increase the volume of the music yet again. gosh you had to be there to witness it. priceless. gah thanks to someone on the phone, it's officially been 1h++ since i began this entry. haha. "we're indian and we're gay!" yes i know. haha. anyway we caught mindhunters as a third of the class today. honestly, had i known that the show was this gruesome, i wouldn't have been so excited about watching it. i was the only one in the cinema to let out a scream when the first shock came, and squirm and let out other weird noises during the rest of the movie. i know that my friends think that i wasn't actually watching the movie, but i was..between the slits inbetween my fingers. sam called me a movie in a movie, booo. so after the movie, we took a walk to cine to take some neoprints. i know that guys have some major issues about entering one of those neoprints places(especially ones which decor consisted of the colours pink, pink and pink). so we had to drag them in the machine which was just by the enterance of the place, so they could make a quick escape and act as though they were never in there. inside the machines itself, was a whole different story. on our way out, it rained. so i thought that we were stranded. managed a wave to sam across the junction, till we found a way outta that place. on the train to the east, i was so zonked out, that i practically fell over on my feet because i came close to making it to dreamland. topped the day with dinner at por kee, because my grandms' gonna be admitted to the hospital for an op tmr. gotta pray that all goes well. oh ahah i'll pray for joel too,sfu... damn that msn. oh well i'll go brush my teeth then.
mindhunters. oh yes my class would like to thank the ava crew. (i still think that someone from our class tipped them off). as someone was talking today, all of a sudden, the ava started testing out some music, so someone raised her voice, in an attempt to drown the music, then the ava would increase the volume of the music yet again. gosh you had to be there to witness it. priceless. gah thanks to someone on the phone, it's officially been 1h++ since i began this entry. haha. "we're indian and we're gay!" yes i know. haha. anyway we caught mindhunters as a third of the class today. honestly, had i known that the show was this gruesome, i wouldn't have been so excited about watching it. i was the only one in the cinema to let out a scream when the first shock came, and squirm and let out other weird noises during the rest of the movie. i know that my friends think that i wasn't actually watching the movie, but i was..between the slits inbetween my fingers. sam called me a movie in a movie, booo. so after the movie, we took a walk to cine to take some neoprints. i know that guys have some major issues about entering one of those neoprints places(especially ones which decor consisted of the colours pink, pink and pink). so we had to drag them in the machine which was just by the enterance of the place, so they could make a quick escape and act as though they were never in there. inside the machines itself, was a whole different story. on our way out, it rained. so i thought that we were stranded. managed a wave to sam across the junction, till we found a way outta that place. on the train to the east, i was so zonked out, that i practically fell over on my feet because i came close to making it to dreamland. topped the day with dinner at por kee, because my grandms' gonna be admitted to the hospital for an op tmr. gotta pray that all goes well. oh ahah i'll pray for joel too,sfu... damn that msn. oh well i'll go brush my teeth then.
kou shi's over! take that! so i shall give my lazy gay ah kua GUA-cum-TAO GAY friend a mention. he feels that he should be considered 'an event' in my uneventful life. anyway, thanks for the gaaay get well song, kinderbueno(which you ate), and listening to my (frequent) complains about mm people. ok tmr's gonna be greeeat, all i have to go to school for is chapel and civics, then we'll be heading down to st. andrew's cathedral for the sc's commendation ceremony. hopefully we'll be catching a movie after that(janice this is not a joke, t4's actually asking to go out alright!). dangit i just checked the movie timings, for the show mindhunters, and i realised that we'd have to go all the way to PS to catch it. can't they show it at GVmarina tooo! garrrh. i wanna watch gaaah, my throat feels like crap. contrary to what carol told me to do, i ate my beloved laksa during my break, and was a glutton during math lecture when i gave in to the temptation of the merci chocolate. so carol's really wise, i shall heed her advice from now on. i'll try anyway, the laksa was goooood. i'm back to grade 1 but ah heck. i'm in love with the ordinary i love the song. ok no that's not the title. the title is..ok i'm not bothered to put it down here.
milo dinosaurs cost me. oh well, she was a an unreasonable bitch today. a woman's gotta have her mood swings i guess. anyway i was locked outta my house just now (i really ought to get my own set of keys). considering i had no where to go, and nothing to eat due to my $3-a-day scheme. today was UNSUCCESSFUL, i blew my limit by $1.80. damn milo dinosaur (which was soo soo good, by the way). after finishing my drink and talking to sam, i took my stuff and left, thinking that the rain had stopped, or close to stopping.. and just after a min or so, it started coming down heavier..and heavier..gaaah! the sky tells lies. well, that's all i feel like blogging about. or, all that i'm bothered to blog about. ohoh, one more thing, we did some sliding for trng yday, and sliding sure gets one HIGH. woooooo. alright that's it. oh yes i like that james blunt song, yes even though half the world's already fallen in love with it waaaay before me, but hey i just heard it recently. boo. back in the game. oh well i've only got back my math and chinese so far, and i passed both. alright stop gasping, now everyone owes me lunch cuz i passed chinese..yes, i did say CHINESE. so school's been a drag so far, at least there was trng to look forward for. as i foretold, i came close to dying during the fitness part of trng. (i'm psychic i tell you) but it was fun to do (falied)3punch-ups, touches, and stuff. i feel so slow now though, not just physically(don't we all know that one) but like when i have the ball or i'm on the pitch, i'm a little blur on what to do next and all. gosh we promised to work hard from now onwards. i don't wanna be dropped from the team. anyway, that trng left me feeling sore all over, and it did not help having so much fun in pe the next day, and the amazing race today..and pilates tmr. gah i'm gonna be as fit as a mit...(??!) oh yes, i will no longer be taking my afternoon naps on saturdays. booooooo. well, at least it's for something worth forfeiting. touch touch touch! dang i smell funky from the amazing race. papaya. dangit i'll go shower. my bro. yes, despite my past week of common tests, i was still allowed to wake up as and when i wanted(most of the time) and stay up late at night without my mom bugging me to get to bed. From tomorrow onwards, you people will no longer see me online(you should not be seeing me online), neither will you (should you) be reading anymore blog entries. Gaaah. Tell me why i even bother to go back to school? Aah, touch rugby, yes touch rugby(dangit). And so i'm about to return to my i-start-my-day-at-5.45am, and it's-9pm-and-i've-just-got-back-home-hungry-and-smelly. We Singaporean students do get it tough. Another downside to returning back to school is, the implementation of my dearest best friend's "save-money-by-spending-only-$3-a-day" scheme. Well that's to give my piggy bank something to gloat about in the year 2005. So i'm going to have to give up my fruit juice with nata de coco bits, kinderbueno bars, hami melon slices, tune puffs, sour powers.. this could go on all night. GAAH. oh well i decided that i should have more burgers, because they're relatively cheap and good. oh dangit, i forgot that they underwent a price increase of $0.20. This really wouldn't have to take place if the food in SA is cheaper, and didn't taste this good. oh well on a lighter note, touch rugby training's gonna resume. i'm gonna be fit, once again. now i can't wait for that. urgh. when people ask how different two people born from the same mother could be, i can only say VERY. this is so irritating. i hate it when he makes my parents yell at him so much. the serenity of the house is always lost. i wish he'd quit acting as though he knows what he's doing, and that he doesn't want any help from my parents, because whether or not he likes it, at this very moment, he still needs their help desperately. he's such an ass always breaking my mom's heart, making my dad clear up his mess over and over again. he doesn't even understand the true meaning of 'sorry'. well i suppose being outta the house so often from tomorrow onwards might just mean that i don't have to stay and witness this day after day. ah shit, i don't feel like blogging any longer. way to go, bro i feel so stupid. i had wanted to meet up with voo, but i totally forgot about their exams this week in TP. oh! *newsflash* i'm going out for lunch. with my parents. ok i'll go get ready. could you be the most beautiful girl in the world.. the sob story of a pw member. so when we were done, having nothing to do i decided to walk down to borders to pick up a photo album. oh, i saw these "clip photo frames" which i wanted to get too, but i realise that they dont have that thing behind it to prop it up on a desk. how then? pls let me know if you know how to get such things to stand. anyway i settled for some plain very very plain album. on my way out, guess who i bumped into. Samuel and Sinwen. oh well. so i made my way to the station. and just outside the station area, there was this macs ice cream cone CONE on the ground, with it's entire blob of ice cream about 20cm from it. gosh, thankfully some other lady found it out the hard way and 'warned' the others, including me. phew. but i do feel sorry for that ldy with the vanilla ice cream all over the front of her black shoe. random FYI: i hate the smell of fruit flavoured chewing gum. so some guys were chewing it in the train, and the smell was making me sick. not good, especially when i'm on a train. thankfully it wasn't the bus though. all of a sudden, i felt like going to the park and sit on the swings. but oh well i didn't quite get around to doing so. besides, i'd prob be stoning on the swings, and people have told me that my facial expression when i stone looks as though i'm so depressed, i'm suicidal. haha. just a qns, do you have to be able to talk to a person like 24/7 to say you love him/her? (and no there's no relation to my life here.) go butter.. when i've got nothing better to do. mm ok i don't know what i'm talking about. so it's things like this which run through my mind when i've got nothing better to do. ok so it's macs at centerpoint at 1.30. big band, baby. Last night's showcase was fantastic, well almost. The only thing which gave the showcase an 'almost', was that the JAZZ showcase started off with some ROCK bands playing alter bridge and stuff. yeah, talk about confusing. some counscellor(sp?) from my school and his band performed. ehh they weren't that bad. Yuling's was all like,"ok now i think it's ok for us to make friends with him. I mean that is part of his job as a counscellor." Anyway, the real jazz bands after that were fantastic, thomson big band-swing collective, and liquid var..ok so i can't remember the band's name, it was a toughie. The guitarist/keyboardist (notice how he multi-tasks) was so adorable really. when he played, he'd kinda stick his tongue out a little as he concentrates on the piece. so yuling did try to snap secret shots of him, however, 1) the people behind us could've seen her trying to take a shot of him, and 2)her camera couldn't get a closeup of him. gaaahh. haha but honestly, his BAND was good, especially the taufiq batisah look-a-like lead singer, woooooo. The other big band band(umhmm) was so mesmerizing.. i absolutely love the sound of big band jazz, it's so old new york and all. i think i've fallen for the old guy in orange shirt who was their lead singer in the pieces. ok well fallen for his voice, at least. I'd say that his voice is gives michael buble, jamie cullum, peter cincotti and all the rest and run for their money. *two thumbs up* oh well the smell of dinner's calling out to me. mmmm (: oh, and thank you you know who you are. hahaha.
BOARed. "When my grandmother got arthritis, she When someone loves you, the way they "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and "Love is when you go out to eat and give "Love is what makes you smile when "Love is when my mommy makes coffee "Love is when you kiss all the time. Then "Love is what's in the room with you at "If you want to learn to love better, you "Love is when you tell a guy you like his "Love is like a little old woman and a "During my piano recital, I was on a stage "My mommy loves me more than "Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly "Love is when your puppy licks your face "I know my older sister loves me because "When you love somebody, your "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the "You really shouldn't say 'I love you' And the final one -- Author and lecturer The winner was a four year old child the R word. 'once a josephian, never a saint. GAAAHHH. no i'm not a josephian, and it just applis to more or less everyone in sa now i guess. (oh, and yes it didn't come outta me, my friend told me about it, my scary friend.) alright i'm really really bored now. perhaps i should go clean up my room.
hmmm dang i forgot everything i learnt.
it's over! they're over! finally. well they definitly weren't the papers i'd end off with but they're done either way. the chinese LC was so hilarious. the player started, and the person introducing the LC paper was unmistakably msChia. how i wish janice had been situated right beside me because i kept chuckling to myself only to receive 'would-you-pls-grow-up-and-shut-up-for-christ;s-sake' stares. so i had to stifle my chuckles and reserve them for after the paper when i could laugh about it with people who understood me. right so after the paper we hung out in the canteen to study for physics. well most of us were studying or trying to study. ms brilliant sinwen then goes(whilst we're frantically trying to memorise stuff like v=rw), 'oh i don't have anything to do..what'd i do now?' and she said it so innocently! haha man she puts us all to shame. oh well physics wasn't that bad i guess since i wasn't expecting to be able to do anything considering how late i started revising for it. but i was so hungry and sleep when the paper started that i just fell asleep 4 times whilst doing the mcq section! ok you know what i'm lazy to blog. i'm kinda dazed now. oh yeah had a little pizza party thingy at sinwen's place after the paper, and i watched national treasure there in between the bits of conversation. oh btw i'm not done watching it so i still wanna know what happpened. dang.
goodbye math. thanks to everyone who's been sending me all these great great songs. haha. i like my collection better now. hey you reading this, go buy yourself a mushroom swiss whopper. trust me it's so much more better than sitting in front of your com reading this crap. the burger rocks! went to ikea's bk to have it just now (ok, yes i know it sounds totally like a loser to go all the way to ikea to eat at bk, but there weren't any seats at the meatball place). my doc said that i should try to avoid dairy products for now, and i only remembered that after eatig the burger oozing of cheese and mayo. dang. anyway the little trip to ikea was rather enlightening.. i now know that i can take 51 to go there, even although i have to walk quite a distence(by my standards) to get there. and that from ikea, all i have to do is cross over to anchorage's side and take 195 s few stops down and i wouldn've reached queensTOWN mrt. yes, sinwen and i had a little debate on whether it was queensway mrt or queenstown. yay i won. haha. i know i should really be studying for econs. or physics. oh yes..physics. heck i'll just bring the notes to the com, it seems alot easier than bringing the com to the notes. baah excuse my CORNy phrases. haha --- Gaaaah. well actually it's only because i'm bored to death as all my friends are away thinking hard about hydrogen bonds and redox reactions. no, i didn't decide to skip the chem paper cuz i'm just bad at it. came down with some damned virus. boo. i wish it'd just been the same ol' fever with a running nose and works. i just got up from my nap which has been the best sleep i've gotten since i woke up at 3.30am this morning from a dream, which was so very odd. yeah i dreamt that i was in the angels and demons book, as in part of the whole plot. (it's amazing what one's mind can do). anyway i awoke to a panging pain in my abdominals. strangely, this is the second night in a row i had it. but this morning was just bad. it refused to go away, and got worse. and so i lay about in my bed trying to toss and turn and praying so hard that it'd go away. this is going to sound weird, but i actually even forced myself up just to get my rosary and started praying. haha. eh well it didn't go away. so i practically crawled to my bag to grab myself some panadols hoping that it'd do the trick. froced them down with my leftover water in my waterbottle, then got back in bed. and instead of gettin better, it got worse! so i lay in bed groaning for about another 20 min or so contemplating waking my parents about it. it was already 4.30 am by then, and i realised that if i waited for my dad to come downstairs, it's have to be another 2h or so. haha, i tried to act all tough and told myself, ok i can do this it's ONLY 2h. ah heck i couldn't. so like a 5year old kid, i clambered up to my parents bedroom to wake them up. alrights i know what a wuss i am for what's gonna happen but it did hurt really bad. i was sobbing inbetween the attacks. gaaah. yup so that was one hell of a morning. when we went to the docs(docslove, haha), i was doubling up so bad that i looked like some old lady with major back problems. haha it was quite amusing really, my mom and others walking past me laughed or sniggered. geez.. haha. ok anyway i've been given 2days of MC. I honestly did want to go for the chem paper today, i mean it'd be so odd when they return the papers right? everyone's like oh i failed, oh i did better than expected, and i'm just sitting there like oh i've got no paper. dang. oh well i gotta study real hard for my promos then. Gaaah i'm so bored. i've even resorted to deleting the sms-es in my inbox one by one! saaavee meee. oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY! oh BELATED BIRTHDAY. i really wanted to callyou to wish you that yday, but you had to come online and refuse to pick up your phone. haha. anyway, i can't wait for us to meet up again! oright, i shall go study for math, which is tmr and a paper i don't intend to get an O or F for. touch 1! anyway, as it has been raining so heavily and frequently over the past few days, we've had to rain in really muddy conditions. not that i mind training in such conditions, cuz i used to play softball anyway, but i decided to wash my boots after monday's training and up till last night, they were still wet. so my helper decided to leave it out overnight to allow it to dry, so that i can use them today. but..it rained last night!! so my boots were just soaked in all the water. before training today i tried to sun them as best as i could, but all it really did was to make it such that my feet were stuck in a sauna, hot and humid. it was utterly disgusting. oh, sorry if seemed a little dao after training today, mab. i just felt that i played like shit today, and it had to be the day when serena returned from..um from wherever she was. Maybe it's a little far-fetched, but i hope i get to play for the m1 thing. 3 little pigs and the big bad wolf at the loin reds. ooooh, that was mighty fun. :)
STRESS-freeeee oh well. my CT is such a mean ass. during he spot check today, she HAD to find something wrong with me. after much scrutiny, i thought that i had passed the test, because i think i look pretty decent in my uniform. anyway, at the very last moment, she turned around and plastered her 4 fingers to my thigh, and went,"too short!". huh. umm by the way, her fourth finger was touching my skirt. haha it was quite hilarious, she asking me to pull my skirt down further, when it simply could not be done, then how she questioned me about whether i bought a size smaller than i ought to have beeen wearing. that's ridiculous. i'm already choking in the one i'm wearing k. oh, i wanna crash vj one day. how i miss thaipan and sam. "STRESS, i think i forgot what it feels like."
SA SA the best the best. oh well. finally, the lecture timetable had officially started. thankfully (i suppose i could say so),i'm FREE. nah. on second thoughts, boo. i've got nothing to do. i wonder why i actually choose to turn up for school every week day faithfully. o2 finale was a blast. haha, it's something about them finales which just makes everyone HIGH, so so high. well almost everyone. i still don't know why i see pockets of girls around the hall crying..and crying. i would've thought that it was an extremely happy occasion. well, i'm outta things to say (AGAIN). oh, other than sa's playing ac in soccer tmr. um and that technically, i end at about 0845 tmr morning. yeah. i'm outta things to say. sweet. GUYS... Find a girl who calls you baby faced sweet. GUYS... Find a girl who calls you baby faced yanks. yanks. god bless america. vc. vietnam. frogs. the eloquent french. gooks. (sadly)us asians. oh my, how depressing war must have been.
ohmyohmyohmy mrG. well sherene, you really have to appauld me if i do follow through with the bet. i don't think i'll ever have the guts to do it in a million years. if somehow i do find that courage, he'd be a first. chatting with jean online now makes me just wanna cry. i feel that i can go on crying and crying for my results tmr, for the choice i'd have to make, and the friends i'd have to leave behind. i hate it. i just wanna sleep and hopefully it'd go away. haha. riiiight. in an attempt to cheer myself up: (at least) i get to wake up late tmr :).
phew You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
milked at 12:26 a.m. on 2005-12-27
moved.
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milked at 12:32 a.m. on 2005-09-09
W-A-S-T-E-D.
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milked at 7:20 p.m. on 2005-09-02
helloooo diary.
So monday, being the first day of the week, naturally sucked. well, i supp ms tan not turning up for our triple period tutorial made up for it. I had been so looking forward to having our very last training of the term before our final years. Unfortunately, serena cancelled it when i got there to allow us to study for the tests the following day. note: i actually did homework(which excludes pw) that night, the first time in a long long time.
Tuesdays have always been extremely loooong days, but this tuesday was just the longest of them all. Having to stay back for the GP presentation was terrible, especially because it turned out to be a total flop. Our dearest had no innovation at all, and just read from her script ALL the way. (to make things worse, someone did up all our slides in chunks and chunks of words) she really should've known better, and learnt to think on her feet. oh well. when it got to the Q&A section of the presentation, there was clearly some power struggle back there. as usual, dearest HAD to want to answer everything on her own and claim all credit she can claim. but nope i was NOT about to let that happen. Alright, so it was tuesday which meant that it was..waffle day. Carol, Huilin, Enmin, Samuel & i then headed for the gelare at ps. aaaah, lovely waffles and icecream. but it was simply a short and sweet getaway from what i was about to embark on. THE WRITTEN REPORT. I had a million things to do just to prepare our WR for submission, a MILLION things to do. needless to say, i stayed up all night for it. and by 'all night', i mean till 4.30am the next morningg. thank goodness for teachers' day. note: thanks for the nerd rope and chocolates samuel! i take back all the ahbeng referrences i made that day.
4.30am - took a shower and crawled into bed.
6.05 am - opened eyes reluctantly.
6.08 am - went up to daddy's room to ask him to print the rest of my wr out cuz the printer crashed on me the night(well morning) before.
6.14am - daddy agreed to send me to school.
6.15am - locks room door to prepare for school.
7.10am - opens eyes (again) to find myself in bed and EXTREMELY LATE.
7.10am 20s - jumps out of bed (literally)
7.22am - leaves the house.
alright, so you people get the hint. managed to get to school by 7.45am, thanks to my dad's speeding down the highway and all. walked into school, and i totally forgot mr silas's name. gah. so i greeted mr newbie, and called mr silas 'sir'. After the usual scanning of my ezlink card, and asking me why i was late (which i honestly attributed to me waking up late), mr newbie gave me a smile as i feebly wished him and mr silas happy teachers day before heading off for ACES day. Acting Cute (while) Exercising (for the) Stupid. i hate ACES day, it's such a waste of time. i wouldn't blame people for not wanting to exercise because of ACES day. The concert was all right. but i was feeling so dead, it's probably take one hell of a perofrmance for me to go WOW. Now here comes the interesting part, i went out with..Yuling & Sam! wooooo, wooooo, woooooooo.. i really miss the good ol' days back in 4/4 in tk. i know how gay this sounds but i really miss just hanging out with them, i miss TK. so we went to bugis street to pick up yuling's bag which she plans to decorate with junk, and a voodoo doll. haha. now those two girls make me feel soo guilty for wanting to eat, seriously. i don't even feel guilty when samuel uses the phrase 'a moment on your lips forevr on your hips'!boooo, i still want my sugerloaded nerd ropes! hey it DID help me that day to stay awake and alive whilst hanging out with you girls. haha. anyway, we went to catch Herbie at suntec. oh gosh, talk about pointless shows. yet, it was absolutel fun watching it with them, with BOTH of them commenting on the how they should've never casted the lead actor considering how 'bad looking' his was. He wasn't THAT bad, all right. so after that, sam had to rush off for her daily dose of tennis. Yuling and i were left to hang around marina, where yuling found her favourite ebase store. haha. i've always loved marina. oh btw, go try the dragon fruit from juice station at marina sq, one fo the best i've had so far. it's my new favourite fruits kiosk. note: it's always nice to catch up with old friends and relive the past.
NOTHING. i was a slob. at least i managed to catch 'The Last Samurai' from the comfort of my couch at home?
note: i MUST, MUST start studying
It was a half day. wooo, wooooo, woooo. The chemistry lecture was such a waste of time, because everyone wasn't acutally in the mood for studying so i don't think that much actually went in. although i must say that i didn't fall asleep, not once throughout the entire lecture. (: We managed to pull together about 18 of us or so, and organised a class lunch. The bus ride there was horrendous. The instructors down at SBS really shouldn't issue liscences to those who can't drive buses smoothly. i honestly felt so so sick after the trip to suntec. A whole bunch of indecisive hungry people reeally isn't a good thing. we went to marina, but didn't get to have my carls jr, boo. ohwell, we tried that place, Changing Appetite, just next to carls jr. it was ALRIGHT. After (finally) filling our tummies, we went to get the tickets for the show, Red Eye, and managed to find the time to drop by candy empire *music starts to play*, aaaaaah, heaven. oh, i dropped by Juice Station to pick up a dragon fruit and a sun melon before the movie, and i landed up with the wrong melon, and a plastic bag which i really didn't want. and nope, none of them were the cashier's fault. i stress to all the boys and girls out there, the importance of the chinese language. The movie was neither bad nor outstanding, it's was pretty alright. but it WAS a thriller. Anyway, while waiting for my mom to meet me outside the British India at Millenia Walk, i was talking to sam on the phone..him telling me about all the gay stuff, so i has smiling/laughing whilst on the phone. and some bunch of st gab guys walked past me and smiled at me cuz i smiled 'at them'. now here boy, who ever said that i was smiling at you. sorry, i just really wasn't in the mood. anyway, unfortunately, i bumped into them again on my way out whilst at candy empire, where i picked up a bag of smith salt & vinegar chips. man, how i love those chips. that pretty much concludes my day.
note: chinese plays a huge part in everyday life
-Novena in the morning
-Jazz showcase at ECP with Yuling in the evening.
- collect the wr from weini/ms chia.
- send Razmi, mummy & brand off
- meet s72 (1st 3 months) for pool then steamboat.
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milked at 10:56 p.m. on 2005-08-10
now, i'm just plain tired.
'may i have one mushroom swiss whopper meal please?'
'huh? you mean this one?' *points to the picture of the mushroom swiss whopper on the tray*
'umm yeah that one..'
*looks at me hesistantly*'are you sure? i mean this big one you know....?'
'YES. that IS the one.(geez)'
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milked at 10:32 a.m. on 2005-08-09
wooo!i'm a happy happy person being able to wake up when the sun's actually out.
milked at 9:15 p.m. on 2005-07-31
alright here's an update.
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milked at 3:12 p.m. on 2005-07-23
ohnooo, i had this pretty long, half-done entry last night. but i went to my room to get something and saw my bed and decided to close my eyes whilst lying on the edge of my bed. *poof. i got up(still in my uniform) and realised that it was already 5.30am.
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milked at 9:13 p.m. on 2005-07-18
so they've called me a loser and a wuss, for allow it to happen again. gosh i was so pissed and tired last night. thank you to those whom i could rattle to about my 'problems'. the damn gpp left me with 3.5h of sleep. so me this morning was the sweetest most pleasant thing in town, gosh i was such a grouch. shit.
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milked at 1:13 p.m. on 2005-07-16
(1)Who did you last go out with?
my usual clique in class, and some other classmates.
(2) What do u want to receive on your birthday ?
allow me to get back to you guys on this.
touch?
my mouse. Oh, and my phone too.
12.05ish, yes I was too tired to talk, sorry.
some default one with the world map on it, which also displays the different time zones of the world.
hopefully, by then I’d be awake to do a little work, or get my stuff together for Sunday(gaaah)
yes, the one who dreamt of a $12 cab ride from Singapore to china. Now who needs those budget airlines?
computer?
the keyboard of the other computer to play a Kelly Clarkson song (you may now kill me, yuling)
the bible?
in the cathedral during the student council commendation ceremony yesterday. I even flipped through the chinese one and attempted to read a verse.
the fan, the humming of the computer, oh and the ‘beep’ from my hp. Woo, I’ve got a msg! anyway back to the qns. The song playing on the other computer too.
people only resort to answering such quizzes when they’re bored. So I’m bored.
the people who live in your home?
Annabella, Yuling, Mab, Sam (although he looked like a stick figure in brown), and Janice.
forget"?
maybe so in my case. My memory isn’t terribly good.
to roll down your cheek? Why?
Tuesday whilst watching the show courage, on the nicoll highway incident where the guy killed not only himself, but his son too.
loads of thing, man. Hmm subway, yuling(!), messages, chinese(I’m so kidding, alright).. to name some.
the news.
I like suspense books.
second that you have been waiting for very long
my lunch. I’m starving. perhaps some subway sandwich.
problem that not all your friends know about?
yuling, mab, bella. Well a few others too.
the tension and.. oh I forgot that I’m not permitted to publish such information. *stares at yuling.
your mind last night before you slept?
the world you love – jimmy eat world.
year?
CANADA. Gosh, without a doubt, CANADA. I wanna go back! Now!
please make reference to qns (11)
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milked at 11:08 a.m. on 2005-07-16
yay! my entry was actually posted after it all. phew. so it wasnt as long as i had thought it was but it was good enough.
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milked at 10:29 p.m. on 2005-07-15
not having any lessons today was such a plus point. msC has been pmsing so much lately, we've all kinda learnt to simply ignore her.
now i won't get to see the cool banana.
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milked at 10:29 p.m. on 2005-07-15
not having any lessons today was such a plus point. msC has been pmsing so much lately, we've all kinda learnt to simply ignore her.
now i won't get to see the cool banana.
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milked at 7:55 p.m. on 2005-07-14
phew* thank goodness chinese oral's finally over. so i didn't go well at all, but at least msC can't bug me to use chinese when speaking in class.
F(antastic)4!! CAROL! traitor no2. booo. haha. well after that, i'll be going out with my grandparents and relatives for dinner at poh geh (ok so i can't spell the name). yumm. the thai style steamed fish. down side though is that my grandma'll be going to the hospital after that for her op.
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milked at 5:42 p.m. on 2005-07-12
ok i honestly did feel like blogging a few hours ago, but now i don't.
milked at 5:15 p.m. on 2005-07-08
woo, so i have been online the past few days.
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milked at 5:41 p.m. on 2005-07-05
sadly, this is where my holidays come crashing to an end.
milked at 11:59 a.m. on 2005-07-05
everyone's going,'oh you lucky bum, no school today huh.' well correction, i'm not all that lucky. i'm now glued to the screen of the micrsoft word document-GPP. boo.
don't get the wrong idea you, this isn't going out to anyone, i'm still straight.
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milked at 5:58 p.m. on 2005-07-04
so the pw meeting wasn't all that bad i guess, well by the time it actually started. i think that there was some confusion initially. firstly, i got up at like 10.50 and thought that i was still on time. then i receive a msg from oneof them to tell me that she'd rather meet at 1. ok so i tell the others, and rush outta the house on an empty stomach, gaah. then when i reach orchard at 12.50, i receive a msg from the same person saying that she can only come at 1.30. pffft, alright so i was condemned to sit alone at cine's BK for 40min. And i felt like such a loser sitting there alone wainting for my pw members to come. People all around me we're like going to see a movie or hang out with their friends, and i sat their awaiting a PW discussion.wow.
cracks me up.
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milked at 10:21 p.m. on 2005-07-03
however innocent you'd like to be every now and then,
at other times like this,
you just wish you were more able to..
i hope we end quick. i hope we're efficient.
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milked at 7:39 p.m. on 2005-07-03
so i guess the jazz showcase at east coast park has become our bi-monthly dinner date.
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milked at 5:33 p.m. on 2005-07-02
A group of professional people posed this
question
to a group
of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love
mean?" The
answers they
got were broader and deeper than
anyone could
have imagined.
See what you think:
couldn't
bend over
and paint her toenails anymore. So my
grandfather does it for her
all the time, even when his hands got
arthritis too.
That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
say your
name is
different. You just know that your name is
safe in
their mouth."
Billy - age 4
a boy
puts on
shaving cologne and they go out and
smell each
other."
Karl - age 5
somebody most of
your French fries without making them
give you
any of theirs."
Chrissy -age 6
you're tired."
Terri - age 4
for my
daddy and she takes
a sip before giving it to him, to make sure
the taste
is OK."
Danny - age 7
when
you get tired
of kissing, you still want to be together
and you
talk more. My
Mommy and Daddy are like that. They
look gross
when they kiss"
Emily - age 8
Christmas if
you stop
opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7
should start
with
a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million
more Nikka's
on this planet)
shirt, then
he
wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7
little old man
who are
still friends even after they know each
other so
well."
Tommy - age 6
and I
was scared.
I looked at all the people watching me
and saw my
daddy waving and
smiling. He was the only one doing that. I
wasn't
scared
anymore."
Cindy - age 8
anybody . You
don't see anyone
else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
best piece
of chicken."
Elaine-age 5
and
sweaty and still
says he is handsomer than Robert
Redford."
Chris - age 7
even after
you left
him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
she
gives me all her
old clothes and has to go out and buy
new ones."
Lauren - age 4
eyelashes go up
and down and
little stars come out of you."
Karen - age 7
toilet
and she doesn't
think it's gross."
Mark - age 6
unless you
mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot.
People
forget."
Jessica - age 8
Leo
Buscaglia once
talked about a contest he was asked to
judge.
The purpose of the
contest was to find the most caring child.
whose next
door neighbor
was an elderly gentleman who had
recently lost
his wife. Upon
seeing the man cry, the little boy went
into the old
gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap,
and just
sat there. When
his Mother asked what he had said to the
neighbor, the little boy
said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry".
(again) something i ripped off the bulletin board on friendster.
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milked at 2:49 p.m. on 2005-07-02
this is what i've been told,
once a saint, always a retainee.'
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milked at 1:29 p.m. on 2005-07-02
ok mm i think that this is the only way i can retrive my older entries.
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milked at 11:39 p.m. on 2005-07-01
woohoooo!
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milked at 5:31 p.m. on 2005-06-29
dang. so much for i think i can pass math at the very least. that last glimmer of hope dashed outta the pic the moment i started on qns2 of the paper. oh well.
milked at 3:01 p.m. on 2005-06-28
ok by popular request, i'm back!
milked at 10:48 p.m. on 2005-05-18
i'm loving touch rugby even more each day. well, it still is nothing compared to softball but it's close. i love it when the seniors, especially PQ & Sheena train us! i really really enjoy trainings under them. not that i'm absuing them just because they aren't the coach COACH. i listen and do what they tell us to, and i do take it seriously. but when serena's around, you just feel so much more stressed and pressured to perform well (although it usually doesn't turn out that way). i'm really gonna miss them, and xinhong, and xinyan.
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milked at 9:21 p.m. on 2005-04-04
my my i'm such a loser.
the soccer match is the FOLLOWING monday. i'm so embarrassed. heee.
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milked at 3:50 p.m. on 2005-04-03
so i've realised that all my previous entries have mysteriously gone missing.
milked at 3:43 p.m. on 2005-04-03
Find a guy who calls you beautiful
instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on
him,
who will stay awake just to watch you
sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without
makeup
on.
Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and
says, "...that's her."
instead of hot
or sexi
who can't stand it when you hang up on
her and
calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into
your
eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like, but
what's
inside counts the most,
Who looks at you with the twinkle in her
eyes and
kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips,
Wants to be with you in public, even if
you wear
those old grass stained and ripped pants
with the
bleached jersey like always,
Wait for the girl who is a constant
reminder of your
happiness and joy, who makes you smiles
just by
knowing she loves you back.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back
rides to in
public and she still is in view of her
friends, while
she gets off and you hear her go: "you're
the one
for me, for always"
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milked at 3:43 p.m. on 2005-04-03
Find a guy who calls you beautiful
instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on
him,
who will stay awake just to watch you
sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without
makeup
on.
Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you
of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and
says, "...that's her."
instead of hot
or sexi
who can't stand it when you hang up on
her and
calls right back,
who would sit there for hours looking into
your
eyes,
who doesn't care what you look like, but
what's
inside counts the most,
Who looks at you with the twinkle in her
eyes and
kisses you on the cheek instead of the lips,
Wants to be with you in public, even if
you wear
those old grass stained and ripped pants
with the
bleached jersey like always,
Wait for the girl who is a constant
reminder of your
happiness and joy, who makes you smiles
just by
knowing she loves you back.
Wait for the girl who you give piggy back
rides to in
public and she still is in view of her
friends, while
she gets off and you hear her go: "you're
the one
for me, for always"
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milked at 10:47 p.m. on 2005-03-26
war slangs.
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milked at 3:44 p.m. on 2005-02-27
ohmyohmyohmy. monday's tmr. and the results will be out. honestly, i'm not so worried about the results itself. oh, and it isn't because i think i did well and all, rather that the papaers have already been done so there's no point hoping that a 15points would miraculously transform into an 8. i'm so nervous about having to choose our JCs again. i really don't know if i want to stay or leave SA. The first 3 months' been so much fun. And i'm glad to have made many more friends, some of whom i've grown really close to despite the seemingly short period of time.
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milked at 3:28 p.m. on 2005-02-27
Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male
Your brain leans female
thankfullly, my brains still resembles a girl's. can't say the same for my looks aye? haha. people (esp guys) have got to stop looking like me!
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when a girl.
milked at 8:35 p.m. on 2005-02-17
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few
seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her
future.
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
As i said, i'm a sucker for sweet stuff. :)
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touchh.
milked at 9:23 p.m. on 2005-02-16
gosh. touch rugby training on monday was a killer. it was evident at that point of time (when we were going through the physical training) why i wasn't selected. anyway, because i was feeling so exhausted i almost decided not to go for touch rugby today. however, everyone else i knew who was in school today was going for it. so i felt guilty and went. whoopee! haha. today's was so much better than monday's(duh). i loved the training today. i suppose i was kinda 'lite' you might say, but it was a whole lot more fun than running about the field. :) i'm glad i went.
oh man, my msn's down again. it insists that i'm not connected to the internet. same thing's happened before..and the last time, it ended up with such a bad virus my computer could not be salvaged. oh geez.
oh well i gotta try to fix this problem because it's such a hindrance to my busy schedule. tsk tsk. hahaha.
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mahjong queen, not.
milked at 10:11 p.m. on 2005-02-11
I've finally learnt how to play mahjong!! well only the basics, but i get by with them. But i feel so stressed when i play mahjong cuz i keeping stoning and missing out all the tiles..that or i'll throw out a tile which in fact i DO need. Ehh well at least i'm no longer that goondoo who has no idea so as how to play the game totally, :).
Anyway, sinwen's got such a cool place! it's located in orchard road, and basically, she has to walk through shaw centre everyday just to get home! how cool is that?! haha, gosh, i sound so naive.
I can't wait for monday...! monday = touch rugby training!! It's kinda sad how i didn't get in the team yet i'm showing up for the trainings and stuff. I think people hate me for being so extra. But i really do love the sport so much! Ha, i'm even willing (at the moment) to put myself through whatever PT that might come my way. And by the time i'm willing to do any form of PT..woah. Touch rugby's the next best thing after softball. I do miss softball too. Pitching to be specific.
At the very point of time, I'm more than glad to do any form of sports so long as i get myself moving. I feel so sluggish after the past 2 days of visitng and SNACKING.
Oh man, our gp tutor was talking to us about our postings after the Olevel results are out, and she was really discouraging us from going to SA. yikes. I know how childish this is going to make me sound, but i wish everyday in JC were like the first three months. I don't want the results to come out, because i've got this sinking feeling that everything just ain't gonna turn out good. Most people in my class would probably be leaving thr school after these inital months. And i think that i'm gonna have to stay on in SA, but not so much by choice. My main reson for staying would probably be TOUCH RUGBY.I mean, touch rugby in any other JC would be so different from the SAINTS touch rugby. Seriously. However, if i do stay, i forsee my A level results to be an absolute flop. (so much for optimism.)
I wish i were a baby again. It's probably why i love them so much. I envy them. And they don't know how good life is for them at that moment in time. So innocent. I love that. :)
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chinese new year.
milked at 9:33 p.m. on 2005-02-10
ooooh how i love babies.
i can't believe i'm already an aunt to my 2nd cousin's baby twins. i feel so old. eurgh.
anyway the twins are adorable :) Oliver & Zachary (wizard of OZ, as i call them). i can't wait to have kids of my own.
oh, gong xi fa cai to one and all.
the thing i hate most about chinese new year is that you're constantly snacking (well i am, at least.) and it seems that when you're snacking on such a regular basis, nothing seems to satisfy your taste buds..so you continue nibbling on bakua,pineapple tarts,cookies etc. and that my friends, is how i grow fat. it's amazing how some of my aunties whom i usually see only once or twice a year think that i'm on a diet. haha. oh, and i should wear that new skirt of mine more often..people think that i'm real sweet (now we all know that ain't true).
oh wells, thankfully tmr's a friday. psst, it's the best day of the school week for more reasons than one. oh! and i've got a lift to school tmr! whopee. :)
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monkey face.
milked at 8:25 p.m. on 2005-02-03
SA's been pretty ok..not bad. Orientation was fun.
It's a misconception that SA is really really slack, and that there's never any homework to be done. I've got piles and piles of tutorials to complete. oh, and an econs test(tmr) to study for. As such, i really shouldn't be online.
I hate thursdays. We have such a long day, and 3periods worth of chem prac!
On a day when I'm feeling alot better, i'll delete this entry. But for now, I really have an urge to see joy, poot, yan, meilin, queen, nat, jean, shy & sam.
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some sweet stuff.
milked at 8:13 p.m. on 2005-02-03
Tell her you think shes cool.
Tell her why you think shes so cool.
Smell her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw
her
in the river; she'll scream and fight you but
secretly, she`ll love it.
Hold her hand and skip.
Hold her hand and run.
Just hold her hand.
Pick flowers from other peoples gardens
and give
them to her.
Tell her she's pretty.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friends as the coolest
girl you
know.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
JUST TALK TO HER.
Take her to the library.
TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
Tell her dirty jokes.
TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
TELL HER SAD STORIES.
TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
TELL HER ANYTHING
Tell her stupid jokes.
Write poems about her.
Just walk with her.
Throw pebbles at her window.
When she starts swearing at you, tell her you
love
her.
Take her to shows of bands shes never
heard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play even if they really suck
and
tell her they were great.
Give her space if she needs it.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her but cool ones not
sappy ones.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Write on her.
WRITE ABOUT HER.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops and let her take you
to
even cooler ones.
Just hang out with her.
Listen to all the bands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on
the
phone with her, even if shes not saying
anything.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
Look into her eyes.
Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.
TELL HER A SECRET.
Kiss her in the rain.
JUST KISS HER.
TRUST HER.
LOVE HER.
BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.
CHERISH HER
and when you fall in love with her tell her.
It's obvious i'm no poet, aye? Ripped this off something i found on friendster if i'm not wrong. I just think that's it's so sweet, don't you think so? haha. i'm a sucker for sweet things. teeehee.
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2005. ain't gonna be too good, aye?
milked at 8:53 a.m. on 2005-01-02
The new year has already started. And as joy said, it doesn't seem to be such a good year. I just gotta learn to make the better of it.
I miss canada and my cousins so so so much..I love the weather there (as compared to sg, although it has been pretty cool sinc i got back). I miss Scott, Braden & Alexa..oh! and Anya too! She's quite an amazing cat i must say. Absolutely ADORABLE (heh, this is coming from a person who used to hate cats.) Oh..man, i miss them loads. I hope they come to Singapore to visit this summer. [psst scott, how about that, aye?]
I had a blast in missisauga! Messing with the drums, learning the guitar, being killed in HALO2 one too many times(!), the snowball fights(which basically invovled me and the ground way too often), and sharky(a stuff toy shark which is THE best stuff toy to hug)!! Well, i guess i had so much fun there seeing them after 5 years, that i was so sad when they left and later on we left too..that i guess i didn't enjoy new york as much as we all anticipated. Haha, so much for that.
Anyway, i'll be back in school tomorrow. I'm gonna have to sacrifice so much sleep from now on! I suppose i ought to be more excited about school starting, but having to start it without the softballers any longer is a dread. I miss them.
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wtf, mate.
milked at 10:30 a.m. on 2004-12-20
SA, yeap.
well, the holidays are coming to an end! :( i've only got about 3 more days with my cousins! and it'd prob be another 5-6years or so before we see them again.. unless they can come visit us in singapore..(hint**)
anyway just wanted to how you guy something..haha go check this out!!
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TAI MAI SHU
milked at 3:31 p.m. on 2004-12-16
TAI MAI SHU. haha this is some funny shit here.
calvin picked up the drums too, and well needless to say, he's smoking me at the drums. well..he's always been better than me at most stuff. last night was my first time picking up an electric guitar. and well..i can play a FEW SIMPLE stuff. i suck at it. but i'm trying my best.
*oh there cal goes, smoking me in the drums again*
drove down to buffalo a few days ago. the buffalo wings and the shopping were fantastic! well, i guess that the shopping would've been alot better if only we'd left the house earlier, so we'd have been able to spend more time there. either way, i'm happy with my purchases.
oh! results'll be out tonight (here).
*tea-drinking is very bad*
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drums, baby.
milked at 9:45 a.m. on 2004-12-13
hahaa! yay. i've finally picked up the drums, cuz scott insists that it's the easier of the two. well, not that i've done anything close to impressive but at least i can play 2 beats(with lots of concentration). joy! you've got to pick it up quick!
yesterday, we went back to sega city(this huge arcade), which i used to love so much! but now, i don't get a kick out of it. well..i've had my share of fun when i was little.
heard that the softball chalet is tmr? hope you guys have fun. damn, wish i could be there. can you believe that i'm finally sec4 yet i won't be able to enjoy the chalet with the team! :(
looking forward to 17dec. ha.
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done.
milked at 11:16 a.m. on 2004-12-11
haha. if you guys did notice some difference in my last entry, it's all thanks to my narcissistic cousin. "narcissism, use it or lose it". it's obvious SCOTT won't ever have to worry about losing it.
anyway i realised that i don't actually feel like adding entry so yup.
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CANADA.
milked at 12:32 p.m. on 2004-12-05
HELLO!
freezing my ass is waaaay cool. haha. i love it here, man. CANADA is great.
oh, and i've got the coolest cousins too. haha oh, and they've got the coolest house. definition of "the coolest house" :
--their backyard is a woods.
--deers can walk all the way up to their door every noe and then.
--there's a drum set in the basement
-- a collection of guitars (about 7 or 8 of them? both acousitc and electric)
--a PS-1,PS-2 and X-BOX.
--oh,oh, HALO2!! haha and i've played it already!
--it can house up to about 12ppl +/-.
--4 computers (?!)
--2 WIDE ( i mean BIG and WIDE) screen televisions!
ok i can't think of what else to put here but i'd love to stay here!
Scott--my cousin. he's too cool! haha. plays the guitar sooooo well! (i'm talking about being-able-to-play-like-the-eagles well!!!) oh, and he plays he drums too. oh, and the violin too. oh, and the piano too. hmm think that's it so far. and he's HUGE now, looks excatly like a bouncer. he lifts dumbells which weigh 20 pounds with absolute ease (oh btw, he has "out-lifted" 20 pounds already) so my challenge from now till the 23rd of dec is to be able to lift that 20 pounds dumbell ONCE before i go. *my arm hurts so bad*
oh, initially i had wanted to pick up both the guitar and the drums during these holidays, but that's way too ambitious i realised. haha. so far, i can only play the C major scale on the guitar. and (to me) that's tough. so i don't thin